I am not doing good right now with my lupus

Hey Everyone,

I just wanted to let everyone know that I am not doing to good with my lupus I am having a really bad flare up and I have be in and out of ER as well as the hospital...I haven't really talk to anyone so I wanted to let you guys know how was doing...I hate being sick and I hate feeling this way I wish I could be anyone else but me right now...I am trying to stay busy maybe hoping that it will help to get better because the doctor had said something about staying activity he even told me to take a long trip just to get away but it's just not the stress from my family right now I feel really alone and I am losing friends he told me that I am going to go through that and feel that way due to being sick but apart me wishs I could just close my eyes and not open them up ever again I hate this illness...You Guys Please keep me in your prayers and get out of depression...Take care and god bless

Cathy Hernandez i/i

how i understand you and all my members from my group i try to help those,we are talking ..dear cathy my prayers to you !!sincerely,julia. iEdited by: PollyannasIntern at: 9/20/05 6:13 pm
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**hugs**

You'll get through this Cathy. Every illness is going to send some bumps into your road, some being little, other's seeming like impassable mountains. But I know you have the strength and courage to push through!

You have friends and family who love you, don't ever doubt that. We all do doubt things in our minds from time to time, and stress can add to those doubts, but our hearts know the truth and know that we're treasured.

And most importantly keep your faith centered on Christ and His love, it'll make getting through this so much easier, because He didn't have it easy himself!

**HUGS** You're in my prayers Cathy. Be well, be strong and keep letting us know what's going on!! i/i

Hi Cathy, You have got to stay positive and think good thoughts. I know you are feeling really bad, but you are going to make it thru this tough time. Listen to BSB and Pollyanna;s music and that will put a smile on your face. Whatever music you enjoy listen to it. It can be very soothing and keep your mind off your illness. Life does suck every now and then, but you have friends here that love you and support you. Don't think about never opening your eyes again. Think about opening them and seeing all the love around you from the people that care about you. WE are here for you. Hang in there and remember think GOOD thoughts. You are in my thoughts and prayers! Luv ya! joan i/i

Hey Cathy,

Hang in there, We really care about you and want you to be happy and I know it's really hard right now but please remember that we are a family here too we will be here to help you. You can always call me you know I'll be here for you and I'm always thinking about you and praying for you.

Jennifer i/i

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Jack Sparrow (empties bottle of rum) Why is the rum always gone?
Jack Sparrow: (stands up and staggers drunkenly) Oh... that's why.

Jennifer

Cathy...just want to echo all the good wishes to you!! You'll make it through so don't give up!

Lots of Love and Hugs,

Sarah D.

Pollyanna's USA Street Team Leader i/i

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Hey Cathy! I too echo all the good wishes. you are in my thoughts and prayers. i love you girl.

keep in touch.

*shannon* i/i

I'll pray that you'll get better very soon hun

Lots of Love Fatimah i/i

Hi everyone I am going to make a card for her and I hope to have it done by monday and when I'm finished with it I'll post it in a new thread and everyone can post her a message and I'll print it out and mail it to her by the end of the week. i/i

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Jack Sparrow (empties bottle of rum) Why is the rum always gone?
Jack Sparrow: (stands up and staggers drunkenly) Oh... that's why.

Jennifer

Hey Everyone,

Just wanted to drop in and let you guys know that I am doing the same my headaches aren't going a away. I have been listen to guys, Pollyanna, and some New Edition, Boys II Men and some Frankie J just to get my mind off me not feeling well...I thank you all for your well wishes...Jennifer thanks for calling me and checking up on me...Take care and god bless

Cathy Hernandez i/i

**hugs** Good to see you checking in Cathy. Had us worried there! Stay positive, as hard as it can be, it really does make a differance

And if you need a reason to smile.. tonight i start belly dancing classes. Ok it may be more of a reason to GAG but believe me, it should be hilarity since i am.. rhythmically challenged

**hugs**

Praying for ya girlie!! i/i

Hi Cathy I was worried about you thank you for checking in I made a card for you that I want to post here but seems like it's not letting me upload to the server. I'd send you my cat to make you feel better she's such a sweety who would love to keep you company in bed lol ...no seriously thats her favorite place lol i/i

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Jack Sparrow (empties bottle of rum) Why is the rum always gone?
Jack Sparrow: (stands up and staggers drunkenly) Oh... that's why.

Jennifer